uni textbooks are fucking my brain over. I need to get a textbook by the end of the week but its like 160 and I will not spend that much on a psych book when its not even part of my course. Its just an elective. I'm trying to buy it second hand and hopefully I'll get one on trade me because its cheaper. I dont mind paying half price for it I just dont want to be paying 160 for one.
I have one on auto bidding till it gets to like 95 dollars and it ends thursday. This is fucking me off so much.

Also I have been watching she's the man way too much. I have the hots for channing. Channing is noice.

listening to billie while I pack...ossum

you wanna hear about my effed up dream involving cobra, htl (HTL!) and Wendell Bray?
Wait whose Wendell Bray Ivy? You know Wendell from Bones

he has a real name but thats not important at the moment. Now read as my dream is told in italics because thats how I imagine my dreams to be written.

ok so I'm going on tour with HTL, Wendell and it was either panic or fob idk does it matter? not really. I dont know why Wendell was going...uh forensic anthropologist on tour with pop punk bands? yeah idk. HTL and other band are in a big fancy bus and Cobra are in this pimped out van. So I walk towards the bus because thats where I imagine I'm supposed to sleep. So I walk up the steps and am whisked out by someone and shoved into the someone large on the inside black panel van with neon paint on the outside. I'm forced to sit next to Vicky T and Gabe is in the front seat seat moshing to some band. Nate is sitting between the trunk door and the seats. Ryland is in front of him and Alex is next to Vicky. I am sitting behind the drivers seat in and facing vicky. I have no seat belt and we're all moving. I'm like "why dont i get to sit on the bus, wendell is there" and thy ignore me. DO NOT IGNORE ME VICTOR. Anyways we pull up to a check point and vicky's like "GET DOWN YOU HAVE NO SEAT BELT" and pushes me to the floor and I'm freaking. the driver who was mean to me pulls his seat belt on and there is a second seat belt which I pull on just as the cop comes up to our window.
Then somehow htl are in the van with us and I started blasting htl on this weird stereo and I was like "well isn't this embarassing"

so we're walking around this stop, I'm with Vicky. There are these like...elf-like tribal people running around hiding in trees trying to escape from the cops and somehow I'm in one of them trying to escape and I keep slipping on the dirt.

and then the bands and everyone are gone and I'm with the gang from Robin Hood. we're trying to sneak away from the cops we have candles and its dark. someone goes "we dont need the candles. the guards see it and we're done for" so we blow them out and I'm stumbling around in my black cape. so we creep behind a car and this cop sees us and we start throwing spears at each other and I splitfrom the gang and run into my brother. but for some reason I have to keep my face hidden. he takes me to lunch and he's like 'if anyone sees you you're dead. crap the girl you scratched is here" and i walk right past her and i see these lines going down her face.
we sit down for food and I'm still shitting myself for some reason.

so yeah thats my weird dream. it makes no sense to me and the only thing I got out of it was gabe is a good seat mosher.
 

gonna make my siblings take me out to yumchar/dimsim when I get home.
omg i neeeeeeeeeed it. I sound like a total sif BUT I DONT CARE because its delicious and totally asian of me

making flan, trying to make flan. fingers crossed it all goes well.

omg swine flu in new zealand. FEAR! Ok so its only inf

This is cute. I like it

i am loving my new mood theme

so much work and stress.
I need another day added to the week to catch up. Is that so much to ask for?

Also ily 3oh!3

I just want a pretty ring. Why is that so hard

I want this. I want this so bad. But I want it without the crazy price tag. Marc Jacobs why do you always do this to me? WHY?


Isn't it just the most amazing jacket you have ever seen? I wish MAx would come out with one like this. Then mom could buy it for me.
One day, I will have my magenta trench coat

so last night after the earth hour concert, Crystel and I decided to go to midnight because its been so long since I went. Anyways when we came home I declared that I wanted banana pancakes but before we came home we went to the supermarket where I bought baking cocoa.
So banana pancakes because banana chocolate pancakes. yeah they didnt turn out well.

Anyways sugar overload then sleepy times dont often mix. Here is my dream.

So I'm at my old house back home. And for some reason my sister and I are sharing a room again, back when we had to which was when i was like 11. We had two single beds and I would be up against the wall and she'd have her bed right next to mine so there was no gap, hence why my bed is always up against a wall, my parents used to tell me I'd roll off. liars.
I'm lying in bed and I wake up, I have flan on my bed apparently I made flan but it was weird flan...it had layers of orange jelly through it and I was like "HAVE SOME FLAN" to my sister but she said no. So I'm lying in bed with my feet hanging off the end when Panic at the disco walks in. I laugh because Ryan looks like harry potter but with clear lens wayfarers on, Jon looks like jon and he has them too. Brendon has longer hair and some scruff (unf) but with the wayfarers too but spencer was different. He had scruff but had those thin rimmed square glasses. I lollled so hard from my place on the bed. So theyjust march into my room, straight to my bookshelf and are like "I cant believe we forgot the songs and stuff here" and grabbed shit off my shelf and walked back out. I was like wtf? So I walk out, still holding my flan and into the living room. I ask my mom "did you see those guys walk in?" and she's like "no"

Scene change. Its Sha, me and get this Johnny Depp. Apparently Johnny was supposed to be Pete Wentz, like he discovered panic and stuff. I prefer looking at Johnny then Pete so I am not complaining. Anyways we're walking through this scary hall way with doors and behind the doors are monsters or something. Johnny turns into Jonas Armstrong who plays Robin hood, then Alan A Dale comes out of nowhere and tells me not to move. I'm standing next to this scary door and it opens, This creepy one eyes guy walks out, turns, looks right through me and walks to another door. Jonas is like "We need to get out of here" yeah well no shit sherlock. so we walk through this narrow as hallway and when I say narrow I mean it can be more than 40cm. AND there's nails protruding out of the wall.
What an easy task.
So I shimmy my way through and we make it outside. it was like a forest clearing thing so I look around and its just Sha me and johnny again. There's a cage in front of us and I'm like "aww cute dog.....wait guys thats a sealion or a walrus" and it was but it looked or beat up and old oh and it had red nail polish on its flippers. I walk over to pet it and it starts to bark like crazy and like it wanted to bite me or something so I step back. Johnny's like "thats one angry dog be careful girls" so of course i try it again and it just barks again. Sha and I walk around it and into the house but apparently this dream is linked to another fucked up dream I dont remember having where i had to kill a wizard because he was trying to kill some witch/fairy lady just so he could break the protection spell she had put over the area where we were.
sha and I walk inside all quiet like a church mouse and we hear voices. she's like "its the wizard we have to get out of here. if he catches us you die"
Yeah apparenty I die. Me and me alone. WTF sha? if I die how come you dont die? But I go along with it and we sneak out. We hear the phone being put down and we run out of the house, footsteps getting closer. we make it out and run towards a parking lot. we hide behind cars but that guy comes out and its like he's following us but no he goes to his car instead.

This is where it gets weird.
Johnny pulls up with a tandem bike. You know those three people bikes where you have one after the other?
I jump on behind him and sha behind me we peddle through this park and i'm like "I am so friggen hungry and pull this weird black beef jerky looking hexagon out of my pocket and bite a chunk off. Johnny's like "wtf is that? oh look there's panic" and I'm like "oh they cameover this morning. i think this is one of their songs or something. taste like shit though it might be dog food. idk i think its their new song" and i throw it towards a ditch.
panic are like ten meters away from us doing cartwheels and shit. productive.

Were biking around and I'm really hungry so I say really loudly "Johnny feed me I am hooonnggrrryyyyy" and he laughs and there's all these people around and it turns out we're riding down webb st here in wellywood. It starts to pouuuuur down with rain and i'm like "OH GREAT RAIN AND I"M STILL HONNGRRYYY" again he laughs. stfu johnny depp and stop laughing at my rumbing stomach

we bike to this house and there's this steep drive way going down. we get to the bottom and he's like "go do stuff i'll be back so sha and i are like ok lets go explore we walk up the steep hill and ask these kids from like my days in primary school and intermediate school what they were doing and they were like "writing our names in paint on this thing" it had a cause i just dont remember so we're like "OH we'll go to the top and sign it there" but when I get there I'm like "err maybe not its so high up lets go back down" so we do
and we settle on like these three empty spaces. I'm like crushing al over johnny and tell sha he's going to sign the one above me.
This goes back for my need to be in the middle, or the centre of attention i guess.
so we start painting in these 4 x 6 rectangles these kids didnt want to give us their brushes but eventually some do and we're painting. For some reason it kept going wrong for me. All the paint just sucked. Johnny comes back and he's like "use the yellow" so i pick up the yellow.
but the yellow has like purple on top of it so I dig around, paint is all clumpy and I find black paint so i use the paint brush to get the black but when i go to use it it turns yellow.
I'm all WTF and paint everything like a yellow-green. we're supposed to write our name so i try and then johnny goes "what no myspace url?" and I'm like O-o eff you man. but i do it because i'm crushing.
i end up using a twig to write everything because the paint brushes dont work but the twig does and sha just sticks her hand into my face and tries to write on my square and i'm like "bitch get away stop it!"
And all I remember writing was "myspace.co/ritalin_kidd"
I plugged my own myspace in my dream.

WTF WAS THAT?! LIKE REALLY?!
So i woke up and I was like "wtf ivy dont ever get a hot chocolate and then stuff your face with sugarry pancakess EVER AGAIN"
it was a scary dream.
But i do not mind if pete wentz turns into J.Depp or if Jonas Armstrong wants to come and save my life.
No complaints there. But wtf the new panic songs better not be shitty. the jerky was dry and rank. I'm hoping the new songs arent.

that was a long entry.

it's been a few weeks since my last update.
I have soooo many assignments due its not even funny. I'm starting tomorrow.
The Killers are playing in Auckland in two weeks. Wow ok did I totally miss this? I think I did. Not that I could go anyway. Assignments are due that day.
Plus I only really liked the first album, was it self-titled? I can't even remember.

I have Katie's present, I'll go post it tomorrow. I should probably write in the card first. Yeah...

Just did a peely face mask. I love peeling that stuff.
I need to buy a new phone. Ok from this week, no more excess spending. I'm gonna try and now spend at all except for lunch and bus fare.
Oh wait I need to buy toilet paper and washing powder.
So besides those two and maybe vegetables. I have no veggies just meat in the freezer. But thats it really. I swear.

No Uglydolls. Not yet at least.

Ninja Warrior is on. I love this show

New favorite picture of James Franco. Is his twitter real? Does anyone know? its Jamesfrnco. I'm following him but seriously its hard to know if they're real or not. Like Paul Rudd, Seth Rogen and Jonah Hill fucking tweet more than Pete Wentz. I'm pretty sure my tweet list is Paul Rudd and Pete Wentz arguing with each other

why am I not working on my assignment? Its due in a few days. Oh dear.

Huh...my mood theme is panic. Did not know this

This picture makes me laugh so much. its too cute.

I hate when a comic strips story line takes forever.
Also Sha made me write a quick review about Nick and Norah for the site and its posted. I wrote it about ten minutes because I needed to do uni stuff.
And I have this little white lump on my eyelid. Its kinda like...I dont know its hard and when I scratch its sore and I've had it for a while now. I've got a few others on my face. My sister gets them too. But lately the one on my eye has been real irritating and sore. I want to try and pop it but its my eye. My eye. I only have two.
Oh and its been taking me so long to get my contacts in lately. Its just so uncomfortable. I wear them like once a week now though so fair enough.

So the walls in my room are bare. I decided I would buy some canvases and paint the pattern on our curtain on them but use bright colors.
I couldnt draw the pattern.
So I decided that I would do chandeliers like the pillow cases on modcloth or the ones that were on modcloth.
So I did. In nice bright primary colors.

I think the blue is a little wonky. I dont know if I should fix it or not. And I still don't know what order to stick them up on the wall in.


Originally it was supposed to be all fluro colors like bright green, yellow and pink but I couldnt mix them with my paints...so I opted for this instead.

so can someone tell me why greasemonkey wont work on lj for me?
I LOVE GREASEMONKEY. but now it won't work at all. I need a free expand button

see more pwn and owned pictures


I laughed too hard at this